I am so sorry to hear about your bad experience with H. Don't make any decisions right now when you are still so upset. Something tells me H is starting to feel some guilt over your whole sitch and he's trying to bait you into giving him validation for leaving. I think he may be wondering himself why he would leave when things seem to be going well between the two of you now and as you and I both know...cops can never admit they had an err in judgement.
Hang in there...sleep on it...if you can..and think about it again tomorrow.
