She is supposed to be spending the weekend with her new guy. She said she would talk to me on Monday after her surgery on Monday. Well a few minutes ago, I got a text from her, asking if I was out tonight. I replied by telling her I wasn't and I had my kids and I asked why. She said she was just curious. I asked what she was up to and she told me she was taking a break and went to starbucks. I replied by saying that I thought she was with Aaron tonight. I didn't get a reply for quite some time and I sent her another text asking if she was ok. I haven't received a reply to that either.
I can't figure out why she is texting me while she is with him. It made me curious as to if she had gone to starbucks without him. Her not replying makes me think that she is with him, but was alone for a minute and texted me, but he got back and so she didn't respond. I hate this because I was fine until she sent me a text, and now I'm curious as to what is going on. I shouldn't be, and I should let it go. I was fine, and I need to just forget about it.
I have been playing second fiddle, as was pointed out a while ago, and I don't want to play second fiddle anymore. I thought I was doing well with that, but maybe I'm not. I guess that's a goal to set for myself. I shouldn't be so readily available.
FLoyd The grass is always GREENER over the septic tank.
