Not much here, going to help S pack. May go out for dinner, its just him and I this weekend, as next weekend he moves back to school Boy that was quick!
I liked this quote when I read it the other day, Most days I am quite happy , looking back on my childhood it was very happy AND my M was IMO very happy- when ex says he wasnt , it hurts me a little as i take it personally, shouldnt, but I do, maybe I feel guilty as I should of known, whatever, cant dwell.
I vented yesterday that sometimes I had to try real hard not to feel second best- or like a plate of chopped liver when I hear of ex taking OW on trips and making it possible for her to drive his company car and taking off days from work to do things, and he wasnt able/wasnt willing to do that w/ me or our family.
Something I have to fight myself not to ponder too much--
I talked to B about it and how sometimes I get scared, he is the most wonderful, caring man, but I get a little nervous that I thought ex was too at one time.
He does everything to assure me of his love, and I adore him for it! Poor thing, he has the patience of a saint! It helps that he experience many of the same feelings at one time, he understands and works with me, heck right there hes different then ex!
So still a work in progress but i LOVE that the feelings dissapear fast! Much more fleeting then they use to be. I may be a slow learner but I do learn! lol
Ok gonna let Ry put all my itunes songs in my new computer!!! I love my new pretty in pink laptop!
Have a good weekend all!!!
Be Happy for this Moment, This Moment is your Life
Boy that was quick!
