I had a dream about my h a few days ago that I posted on NLT's thread. My h was kneeling and praying. Wow, this dream really shook me up. It seemed so real.

I wasn't sure if this was God speaking or what!

No word from h. I hope that he will call or e-mail and let me know what is going on with his new job and not keep me hanging.

I would like to join him since it is our anniversary this week, but you are right PH h might be so stressed and not very receptive while we would be away. I am almost having anxiety over it. Not the romance part, since we usually have sex once a week, but just not sleeping in the same bed for years. That sounds so sad.

I really hate sleeping alone. This never suited me and who I am all about, but for now I guess my h can't seem to want us at night. Not really sure what that is all about.


Me 50
H 42
S 22
S 9
D 7
M 12
T 17
H moved out 8/2006
H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks
H moved home 5/2011 for good

"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"