Letting God Take Control Part 16

[glamgirl]

Thanks PH. Well it's not like he actually asked me to join him. I said h maybe I could go or something like that and he said sure. It would have been nice if he specifically asked me, but then I am not so sure he has ever asked like that.

I like to travel and so have invited myself many times and h has accompanied me many times.

I did not see h much yesterday, since I had to work. He was late coming over, but I handled it well. I did not blow up, just asked what happened. Of course, sleeping!

He did grocery shopping and took my car in for an oil change and gave the kids baths again and fixed them dinner. He gave me a hug and a kiss before he left and said he should know more about his trip to Florida today and that he would let me know.

This means he might fly out on Sun and he normally watches the kids while I work. I think that my s19 can watch them though.

I am going to check flights just in case. It would be like I would fly in later in the week. It sounds exciting, but not so sure I can pull this off.

Have you heard anything from your h? What are your weekend plans?

[plentyhope]

glam,
Since your H doens't normally ask you to join him, maybe he didn't even think of asking. and maybe it's not important whether or not he initiated it. The fact that he said yes to your suggestion is good enough, in my opinion.

I hope you can go with him on the trip. Maybe keep the trip short so he doesn't freak out, especially since you haven't spent the night together in quite a while? Remember he may also be under alot of stress during this training period as he has to learn stuff and proof himself.

He did alot of things for the family - that's really nice.

No news yet from my H. I am trying to focus on God, even though it really does hurt so much. Last night I had a dream with my H in it. But I cannot remember the dream at all, besides that he was there.

I do know that I didn't sleep well and woke up at about 3 or 4am, probably due to my deadline at work today.

My weekend plans? Colonic, lunch and maybe some painting. But I am thinking maybe I shouldn't paint as the fumes woul dbe bad for me, while I am going through the cleansing diet program. It would put more burden on my system.

[plentyhope]

nlt and Steelers,

Glad you liked the email too. I do think that email was very timely for me. It somewhat encouraged and made think perhaps this is God's sign that He is going to restore my M.

I really am getting alot out of Moody radio and am so glad that I found it or that God showed it to me. I actually landed upon the radio station by accident... Amazing.

[glamgirl]

I had a dream about my h a few days ago that I posted on NLT's thread. My h was kneeling and praying. Wow, this dream really shook me up. It seemed so real.

I wasn't sure if this was God speaking or what!

No word from h. I hope that he will call or e-mail and let me know what is going on with his new job and not keep me hanging.

I would like to join him since it is our anniversary this week, but you are right PH h might be so stressed and not very receptive while we would be away. I am almost having anxiety over it. Not the romance part, since we usually have sex once a week, but just not sleeping in the same bed for years. That sounds so sad.

I really hate sleeping alone. This never suited me and who I am all about, but for now I guess my h can't seem to want us at night. Not really sure what that is all about.

[glamgirl]

It's Friday early evening and h just called and is on his way over. This is a first in a long time. He asked if I had plans, since he was on his way. I just said I always have plans, but what's up. He said he was coming over to talk about his new job and make travel plans for next week.

He said I could come, but it might not be worth the expense. Not discouraging me, but being realistic. He is traveling mon night and coming back thur night. He says the bad news is we are going to miss our anniversary Thur and that he wants to make it up to me. He probably won't be back until the am of Friday Hmmmm should I make a bold request that he could make it up to me by moving home. NOT! Just thinking out loud.

[MidwesternGirl]

That would be a blessing if he did move home but yeah, keep that between you and God.

I am happy for your progress.

[glamgirl]

Ok so h just left. I helped him with all his travel plans. He is very excited to start work. I won't be joining him in Florida since it's just a few days and too pricey for short notice.

Ok I did get a little bold and said for all my help could you do something for me. He said whatever you want. I said could you move home? He said sure. I said do you mean that or just saying it to get me off your back. He said he wouldn't do that. He said he would move home, but he needed to take care of things first.

Not sure what to think other than that we may be progressing. I know many of you would say don't push him, but gosh 2 years is a long time to be separated. I really hate that word. It's tough for me to type it out.

I am excited for my h and know he will do well. I think the job thing has been really holding him back on all fronts. He now has a good paying job and prestigous title.

Our future may be looking up.

[glamgirl]

Steelers I saw your post after I blurted it out to h. I probably should have been silent, but I do admit I have a big mouth.

[MidwesternGirl]

glam--lol--i should not be giving advice today given my situation.

[plentyhope]

glam,
I read your posts and am amazed at your H's response to your bold suggestion. I hope he does come home real soon.

I have to go to bed now, after just finishing my work. Talk to you later.