I don't drink but maybe I should have just for those "special" moments. I did cry a week ago when I first had a hint that it might be final, but nothing since I found out for sure. Life hasn't changed that much since. I still think about the whole mess but not nearly as much as before.

There isn't the anxiety which is relief just in its self. Maybe that is part of why I am so tired. Like my C says, I have been doing this on my own for quite some time now, so that won't change. I already know that I can do it.

You can get through this too. I don't know what I would be doing with out all of you. Even my C thinks that this forum has helped speed my healing along.

Hugs, Olive. Come chat if you want to.

kat


Me-53(and learning!)
S24, S21, D18, D17
Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory