Hey Mishka, Naej! Its just got to be done..no I dont know if I want to hear the answer, but then I can guess the answer. I am pretty resigned to gettin on with things alone now, but still hoping we may reconcile after he has moved away (and maybe back down here, but either way, if he thinks he may have lost something precious) - so I'm talking after Christmas.
The best I can hope for is he is not 100% about his decision to end it, but is still too scared to jump back in and wants to continue to be alone. At least it wouldnt be a flat no, but it would be, get on with your life whilst I sort myself out.
I honestly have no idea what he would say, or how to ask him !!!
I dont get any money from him no, our finances are separate. I dont know why he keeps asking, being polite, a neutral subject, wants to know if I am staying put, just being supportive (probably likeliest).
I am spring cleaning my house in case he comes around. The I'll geive you a bell implies that I will meet up with him, but he has left it very open ended for his own get out clause. I am still worried he has met someone...after all, he has turned down a chance to go camping (which he loves) with a big gang of old mates he has known for 10 years, includig his BMF. On the other hand, he is very tired and rundown and ill and its pouring with rain again and he said he may not go as he didnt feel well.
