I found some yummy cheese!

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Wow! that is great TD! im so excited for you guys...that must be a very intense prpcess and i can see why lot of fears came up for you....keep me posted on the progress!

ok- so my H called me back after i texted him...he has to go to work so no coffee break...he was at the gym swimming -it is so funny where our head takes us when we get worried..i need to stop that mind set as it is very dangerous and low self esteem!

so we talked about his plans for the weekend- for some reason i thought he worked but he has the whole weekend off...i had said i wanted to see him and i wasnt sure when i would get to..he said lets plan on sunday afternoon/evening...so thats good...
but i had asked before that if he wanted to meet saturday- he said mybe..so he might have plans...i just want to be with him every day. ugh. silly me.

anyway...it is just hard bc it seems like so many days apart- i know thats funny...i cant believe i just said that...

i also invited him to our friends house thats 5 hrs away and he said he worked so he couldnt...i think ill just go alone and be with her and her kids as her H is very busy with a new job...i had hoped he would come but there will be more time and i also want to yap with her a lot anyway!

so i am keeping busy- i have classes that begin next week so im excited for that....i just need to stay cool and calm.

TD- when you are your W were in this phase was it weird too?