Know whats really harder then pics for me tho?

My mom found the few videos we had of Christmas past, Ry when he was a baby/toddler

Seeing ex in action, us as a family, Christmas morning. wow, I do this stupid thing where I look for clues! lol hellloo it was 20 yrs ago, but ex did say he was never happy, funny he looked happy in the video.

It was bittersweet watching them, Loved seeing Ry a baby again oh why cant they stay like that?? me at 100 lbs oh why cant I stay like that? LOL
and odd seeing and hearing ex w/ us.

lots of memories to overcome.


Be Happy for this Moment,
This Moment is your Life