Well, to make things even more confusing.........I did get a reply today. It was an apology, and he answered the question I posed in my emotional e-mail ("Do you love her?? Do you want to marry her and raise her children??"). The answer, "I do not love her. I do not want to raise her children, and the feeling is mutual." This is the first, the very first acknowledgement from him that the OW is in the picture. I don't know what this really means for sure, if anything. But, it does give me fuel to get busy with DB, GAL, etc..............
I know about the merry go round, and I promised myself I would not get on it yesterday, but did anyway. Starting over today.
Me 45 M 25 yrs; T 31 yrs;bomb 8/15/06; moves out 7/18/08 D 18, D 14, S 12
