Last night I found out that my W broke it off with her OM.
I don't think it has much to do with me but it explains why she told me that she has been feeling depressed and lonely this week.
I don't think it means anything for me yet, other than I get some hidden satisfaction from it. I'm going to try to stay the course. I need to not act, not mention it, and not look at it as an opportunity. Part of me though does see i as a good sign.
I sense that I'm at the crest of the roller coaster about to rush down...and want to...see how she feels? I think I can be stronger than that.
Me:34 W:31 d's 5 & 10 M: 5 years, T: 8, Bomb1 3/8/08,#2:3/28/08 Asked 4 D:4/19/08, discovered PA 5/8/08,W moved out 6/30/08 W pregnant by OM: 2/17/08