I'm back after a long absence

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feeling pretty sad this morning. I have been reaching out to friends and family for some support, but so far it hasn't really helped much. What I really want is a hug from my husband, but I won't get that for a while. He looked sad this morning. I asked him if he would rather I just said forget it and throw in the towel. He said he isn't ready to talk about that. I just don't get a good feeling. I am so scared, so sad and hurt all over again. Maybe I need a counseling session.