H just picked up D to take her to the play. I had made dinner and asked him if he wanted some and he said no....I said...ok well would you like me to make you a plate of leftovers for your lunch tomorrow...he said sure.
He still seems to be avoiding me although one thing that I noticed is that he always has a fresh tic tac in his mouth when he comes in...I'm wondering if it's because he knows I always try to kiss him? I don't know because he also seems to try and stay away from being in close proximity to me. Is he struggling with himself maybe? When he walked in tonight he immediately came around to where I was cooking and then quickly retreated.
Maybe I'm crazy and overanalyze? LOL...probably! One thing I find myself doing is trying to always come up with reasons why he acts a certain way. For example...if he's nice then I analyze his behavior and wonder...hmmm...is it because he's seeing someone else and feels guilty? If he's not nice then I analyze his behavior and wonder...hmmm..is it because he's seeing someone else and just wants me to get the hell away from him. See? I'm crazy! He keeps insisting there is no one...but it's so hard to believe he would leave our family unless he thought he had something better waiting.
