[Committed2Him]

Here I is!

Just popping in for a quick post, where does the time go...

Yup, one day we will all be accountable for what we've done/said, I feel sorry for stbx too, so much grief he's given to so many people.

cat,

I feel sorry for my X too. Yesterday I had a conversation with my tax persons regarding tax liability issues about the house and I was reminded just how much her deception has cost me financially.

I started down the path to anger about it but then stopped realizing I have peace with God, no shame or embarrassment about honoring my vows. I was sad for X knowing that there is no way she can really have a peace about her relationship with God. I was in church last night and felt like crying for her.

I'll post about my camping trip with my son (it was a blast) but for now I will just say that I would much rather have my life than hers. This sadness for her allows me genuinely to pray for her and her relationship with God which I often do. I know this is the right thing to do and I know it keeps me in a mode of forgiveness.