Trixi trying to find moorage

[Trixi]

Heya-
first things first regarding the glass weekend. When H and I went to the Steely Dan concert, I said "oh, don't rent the Harley for the weekend of the 23rd, I'm busy" and his roommate says "dude, don't forget the 23rd the boys camping weekend." So, I brought it up to say I was busy, and the roommate reminded him that he was busy too. Kinda bummed it worked out that way. Would have been better if he hadn't been busy too. oh well.

This has been a really tough week; I am crying all the time now. I feel like I missed my golden opportunity and now it's too late. I am exhausted at night,..that is, until I lay down to sleep, and then my mind races and I feel SO disappointed, sad and alone.

I'll see if I can track down forever21's story.

Or perhaps by "dont care", what you meant was "ready to kick him to the curb" or "not afraid of him rejecting you".

Yeah, that's what I meant by "don't care". Because at this juncture, I am 99% sure he would reject me. I am 99% sure he would say "See, we always end up in this place [with him wanting to leave], so we should just call it quits."
If I would have exerted pressure when he was saying I was winning him back, I might have made headway because he was 'feeling' loving towards me.

SIGH
Sniffle