Can you do that soon or are you set to start on days at a certain date?
I have to wait for a day position to open up, apply for it, then actually get it. Could be awhile. But I keep my hopes up!
**** I had a thought last night. I am ready to let OW go. Let the anger, the bitterness, the raw hurt go. I admit I would be feeling VERY different if she was still with H. But I am tired of worrying about seeing her, and blaming her. I have shifted. This time last year, I blamed her more, which isn't fair, since she didn't owe me anything (even if she was my friend). H owed me the loyalty. I blame him more now for the A than I do her.
I don't want to hate her. I still have moments of anger and hurt, but they are few and far between when it comes to former OW, that I realized I am wasting my time.
