Seperated but living together...

[Kiki1011]

So...I think I am just done. Today has been the worst day in a long time and all I can think about is the fact that our one year wedding anniversary is 2 weeks away. Not only has he ruined that but he has also ruined this pregnancy for me...something that should be one of the best things to ever happen to me. This should be a happy time, our anniversary and our first child but it's not.

I had such a good few days and now today for the first time in days I want to break down and cry like I've never cried before. I did what I have been so good at avoiding and looked at the phone bill today because the bill was over $300. He talks to the OW every day and night for hours and if that isn't bad enough they text like it is going out of style. Then he stays up with her on the weekends.

How can a man who just 2 months ago was telling me I was the best thing that ever happend to him and he loved me more than anything now be doing this to me?

This is killing me, I just don't have the energy for this anymore. Why fight for someone who doesn't seem to care for you at all aymore?

I'm thinking about just moving out of our house.