God give me the patience and the strength...6

[theotherhalf]

and this is thurs, I have not made ANY contact with my H since Mon after work, that was only to get the lawn mower and it was short and to the point. As far as that goes, I have not INITIATED any contact w/my H since Aug.4th. (except for the 9th which was our annv. and couldn't not). Any and all contact with him has been made by him.

today he called me at work. he was here and wanted to know if I cared if he gave the old play house to great N. We talked a little, he was making conv. not me (first time). I ended it short by saying I had to go. Of course I wanted to talk to him more but, really nothing to say. I realized on my way home tonight that normally on a thurs. night, i would call to see what he is doing tonight. to see if there was a chance we could get together. i would especially want to call him beings i only talked to a short while earlier.

well, there will be no phone calls to him from me. guaranteed.