Starting again...with a Beginner's Mind

[sage]

I can easily think of a dozen things that I wish that he had been willing to do that would have shown me -- some large, some small -- that he understood my need to feel safe.

Responding to my own thought...

I have worked on my hope/expectation/whatever that h respond to me in "a particular way"....

I realize that this is a cheeseless tunnel.
That h is doing really wonderful things every day for me
That h may no KNOW what it is that I need and/or
That h may not be able to give me what I think I need
That dropping the rope on this and DB'ing with it is the recommended course of action!

Sage