What I'd give to be a speed reader! My parents used to let me read books at night until I fell asleep and I think my brain worked some sort of read=sleep pattern into it. Now, reading makes me fall asleep. At any given time I have 4-5 books on my nightstand all only partly read. I get through them, just VERY SLOWLY.
Hope your day is going good. Don't worry about all the wrong things you said and did in the beginning. We've all done those things. Love Must be Tough was one that helped me see that.
And you won't recongnize your wife. She is an alien. She'll say and do things that you won't believe. She needs to in order to justify the things she's doing. She's going to be frustrated with you. Because you are OK, happy, GAL, and she's not. She thinks being without you will make her happy, but it won't.
It's a long road. Don't look for changes overnight. Baby steps.
Me 36 Husband 35 D5 S2 separated: 10/29/07-present Served divorce papers 1/22/09 "When the world gives out beneath your feet, it is time to learn how to fly."
