I can tell you what I would do.. and I wouldn't call him.. but I'm not you.
It's easy for me to say that though because although I care for you I'm not the one sitting there with butterflies in my belly dealing with loads of anxiety.
Have you tried a pros and cons list? Just grasping at straws...
Sorry hun. I guess all I can say is if you can't go another day without hashing things out.. with regards to the lease or your emotions then you need to do what you need to do.
