Starting again...with a Beginner's Mind

[sage]

A lot of the things you are posting about sound like what we went through 6 years ago after we attended retrouvaille.(BTW have you considered that). It may just cement what you have going right now? So I just want to say, Take good care of what you and your H have going right now. Our M's can be so fragile, especially after infidelity, that if we take them for granted for even a second, we run the risk of losing them forever.

Puck -- Thanks for coming by...I know you've got so much on your plate right now so I doubly appreciate the visit.

I haven't considered retrouvaille -- I haven't asked in a while but h has historically not been interested/willing to go for "help". That's actually been one of the scariest parts of this whole thing for me...feeling as though we have to do it "alone". (luckily, Michele and all of you guys have been by my side!)

I'm trying VERY hard to be grateful for each day that we have...the frailty of the m. is scary...but so is the strength! I just need to focus on the positive!

Sage