Run, Early stages. No I'm not moving out. Yes if the bills are caught up...which I'm trying, I can handle it. My job pays ok.
Journaling... Last night she came home from work. Self medicated but not drunk. We made small talk but later it turned into a tickle, poke fest. We goofed around some but never took it further. She had said this was the last time for a week that she would be sleeping on something comfortable and snuggled down on the couch.( Her and her friends are camping near the track in tents) I almost said that she could sleep in bed with me but I didn't. Today dawned and I helped her pack and get things ready. Later she went to the bar where she works and traded in some change and got last minute things. She had said her mom wouldn't even speak to her. She told me that she was the devils spawn again because she's going. Her and her mom where very close. She used to emulate her mom in look and attitude but ever since she started hanging out with her Bff and emulates her instead. When it came time for her to leave D wouldn't let her go. D cried her eyes out. How do you feel now honey? I got 2 long hugs and even a kiss on the lips..... She told D that she could call her when ever, and whispered the same to me. And she's off.........
Gman Me 40 W 30 kids B 11 B 10 D 8 Been here off and on since 06. PA Confirmed Dec 08.. With God, anything is possible. Do or do not there is no try. Sometimes you have to roll the hard six...
