Starting again...with a Beginner's Mind

[sage]

Hey everyone -- Thanks so much to my new and old friends for stopping by! I'm loving the positive feedback (bottomless pit that I am!).

Three positives:
1. H has been SO GREAT calling me from work. It really makes me feel good to hear from him.

2. H has been telling me details of his day, talks about the people that he's been working with, etc.

3. H asked for a "passionate kiss and a big squeeze" yesterday.

4. H toasted his "beautiful wife" when we went out to dinner last night.

Have a good weekend planned -- concert and dinner tonight, painting tomorrow (unless we can convince LL to come over and do it!) and lunch with h's mom, Sox game tomorrow night....

I alluded to feeling a bit hepped up earlier this week and feeling as though I was putting a lot of pressure on myself and h. I've been doing well on that and h has certainly been great, too. I think what I was running up against was fears around the future -- I never want to go through this again and it sometimes scares the hell out of me to think that we may have a predispostion towards it...an ASSumption, I know.

Gonna relax and take it easy this weekend!

Sage