I'm sorry I missed your post! I'd call, but I lost phone numbers when my cell phone crapped out a while back..... I relied on that stupid phone way too much!
Last week I had an interesting Tet-a-Tet with Dick last week, via email, which lasted around 12 hours. Back and forth the emails went, while with every email, I was able to see Dick's anger and where he is emotionally. Oh, he's still trapped back 6 years ago, at least, still going over the same old bs, still as angry as ever.
"My Money!" is what he calls child support... still re-writting history, still trying to control me... but this time, I could see more between the lines than ever before, and even though his words were meant to hurt, all I could do is laugh at the way he struggled to control the whole situation.... Thank God I'm free!
He and his wife are having money issues, big surprise, huh? He's not happy, still drudging up his old feelings about how the children were meant to have two parents at home... truth is, they are now teens, they are home just long enough to catch a meal or a night's sleep. Oh, he says he has saved every email from me, since this all started and has made hard copies, even mentioned some that he says I probably won't remember, but they will show the children who I really am.... I won't remember certain emails, cause I didn't write them, as they were written by he, himself... but he's adamant about showing the kids these emails, to prove to them I'm the person he says I am, as if living with me all these years hasn't taught them exactly who I am..... what's this man thinking??? He's not, really, he's just lost in a world of misery, hoping to find his children's acceptance, and possibly forgiveness for the things he's done. He's hoping that by showing the kids these emails, they will understand him for what he has done. The man is still living in the past, angry because things aren't working out the way he had planned, and pissed off because he now has to work 50 hours a week to keep up with his wife's spending habits.... and that's his reality. It's what he wanted, I hope he finds happiness someday.
As for me, I've been busy, we are in the process of moving. It's raining today, so it put a damper on the moving stuff today.
Hope all of you are well, happy and healthy!
God Bless you all!
Laughing
Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you.........
