Freaked myself out some over the last few days -- combination of being overwhelmed at work + things feeling really good at home + me going out last night. Started ramping up the ILYs and interactions with h. a bit -- too much -- and then felt weird about not getting what I EXPECTED (that was the BIG mistake!). For example, left h an ILY phone message yesterday (because I DO) but then felt bummed and distant and annoyed and hurt and insecure and...you get the point...when he didn't even mention it.
Note to self: tell h. ILY to let him know that NOT to gain some perfect reaction from him.
SO....decided to back off and cool down. I think I'm stressing both of us out.
Got to work this AM and after a few hours went into my purse for my cell. Found that h. had written me an ILY note and put it in there! Awesome.
We've got a relaxing weekend planned, my boss left for vacation this afternoon...life's looking good.
Sage
Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.
Awesome.
