yes Bethie that's why I go into the bar knowing full well not to expect Mr. Wonderful.
DB taught me that.
No expectations.
I kinda had a joke (although it seems partially true) - all the good men are either married or related to me.
I think I'm scared I'll fall into the same trap though - trusting someone with all my soul only to be fooled. And I don't want that to happen. And too, how many couples do you know that are happily married after 10-20 years. It's going way down. I don't want to co-exist. I want love.
....Understand, that I can't, not be what I am I'm not the milk, and Cheerios in your spoon ~ Avril Lavigne ~ ..."Nobody's Fool"...