Memories keep sneaking in....I still miss him!

[Treese]

Hi All.....

Thank you all for the Birthday wishes....I have to say it was an amazing birthday.....

Yep....went to the casino for 3 days and I hit the $1250 jackpot....I was soooooo excited....my mom, my sister, & I had such a wonderful time together...we laughed so hard at times I thought I was going to pee my pants.....I so needed the getaway...we plan on doing it every year....plus my mom is getting older and we need to spend as much time with her as possible.....

Got home yesterday....to cards from my kids...a HUGE one from my D16....I think it made H feel bad cause they did nothing for him....oh well....I think he and D16 exchanged some words...good ones while I was gone...nothing that is making her change her mind about him but at least she spoke....H was watching TV with son and I was getting ready to go out last night...not sitting in the house on my birthday....so I went upstairs to take a shower...didn't say much to H at all when I got home....H yelled up the steps....bye. and "Happy Birthday"...I just said bye.....

Then I went out with a friend, got home at 11 and I'm in a good mood right now....

All and all I've have 4 great days.....I go back to work next Wednesday...Blah...but will probably be good for me...keep my mind of things....

I'm really trying guys.....it's hard but I'm trying....as long as I don't see him I"m good.....LOL!!!

Thanks again everyone for all the birthday wishes......

((((hugs))))