Neil23, Just make a list of things you are grateful for. Doesn't have to be all about your M. I think you said something good a while back about looking for " a pill" to make things better, I don't want to admit it either but we need to drop our schedule of how things should be progressing. One thing I know about women is they can change their mind in a second, so be ready, be consistent and be the best Neil you can be. Cookie gave me a quote: In the end everything will be OK. If it's not OK then its not the end. Patience buddy, patience.
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
