Thanks guys - it's good to be reminded that I have great qualities. I like to think I do but I feel like everything has been thrown into doubt. Well, at least I recover faster nowadays.
Kerry, I think it's REALLY weird that W was bringing up other relationships. She brought up others that I didn't mention. I don't understand how she can offer advice and not feel hypocritical, considering she just went through the motions of going to MC while lying about staying monogamous. When MC actually started to make a difference, she refused to keep going.
I also don't understand all the long hugs. Vestiges of caring for me, I suppose. But then for her to ask "Why do I always end up crying when we're together" after she told me how sad she got remembering the things we did together with our friends. Maybe there's a bit of OM involved with this, because our last trip with them was right before she went out to the field with him. Anyway, I feel like she's spent more time trying to excuse away our M rather than admit we should have worked on it.
It is what it is. I hate having to move on, but that's what I have to do.
Thanks cookie, for the compliment. I like taking pictures. Yes, I listen to pandora, why?
