Thank you for checking in on me! I'm trying. I'm not quite as sad as I have been. But I am going to take pictures down & stuff like that & get his things that he left put in the attic for now.
Journaling:
I had a dream last night & it was so real!!! I dreamed that H showed up at my door, he looked pitiful, he said he had made a terrible mistake & was so sorry for what he had done & how he had hurt me. He said the OW was crazy & he just got on a plane, left all his things & came back here. We talked & he told me all about how the OW was (I really don't remember what he said) but he just had to get away from her quickly. I asked was he going to get his things & he said he didn't want to go back there, not even to get his truck. I told him I would go with him if he wanted me to & he said he did.
That is about all I remember, I actually think I woke up about that time. Strange!!!
