God give me the patience and the strength...6

[theotherhalf]

your right, I don't want the old M and it is over. What I "want" is a second chance to make a new and better life. and I "want" my H included in that life.

But as we all know, what we want and what we get is 2 different things...

You don't miss those things you don't want...and you can't miss those that you forgot exist. And I've tried to stay away so maybe he might. But then he comes around. This is just impossible. Nothing works. It's all so pointless.