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H called me yesterday to ask if I was signing the D receipt paper. I said when I get around to it. Then asked if I was fighting the D, because "I don't really care". Yes he does, and big time. He has been pushing for speed. I used what advice I got on here, held my emotions and said I have a lot of things on my plate right now. Which is true. He was surprised by my non-answer answer and sat in silence. So I said I cannot talk right now, I am at work talk to me another time. I shook most of the day afterwards.

After my group last night he called my voice mail. A friend from group is taking my kids out today, he doesn't know her. His message implicated that he doesn't know her, but "whatever". SO I know it is bothering him. Well they are around GF and I don't know her so he knows he has no argument. He is dropping them off soon, I know he will come in to talk to me about things.