Partner left after 9 yrs - looks the end is nigh

[AliSuddenly]

It was g...but things still not looking good, I can tell. Or maybe its me. I went to the docs..she says I have reactive depression and gave me ADs. Not sure if I am going to take them, but at least I can see their in house C for free. She is going to refer me in a month, when I am done with my current free C (who is amazing and I wish I could afford to keep seeing her). I am looking tired and spotty today, not good.

He emailed me at 8.50 am. Unfortunately (or fortunately) I wasnt in till now, so replied at midday. Here it is:

Hi al,

sorry i didn't reply - been on site for a couple of days doing some trial pits - got soaked again yesterday but getting used to it now. yeah, need to sign the lease, will do that later maybe?

any more news about jobs and stuff, and if you can get any programming work?

me

So he was out of the office for two days, which is why he hasnt emailed me, which is fine. But he still hasnt phoned me since 1 August. And I called and left a message last night and he didnt reply.

I dont know what he means by "do that later maybe" but I assume he is suggesting meeting up. I replied quite cooly, but said at the end:

yes we can meet up later if thats what you meant, it would be good to see you

Not sure if I sound a bit distant/narky in my email. I dont know why he is asking me about jobs either, maybe its a neuttral subject, maybe hes being friendly, maybe he wants me to ask him about his job situation (I did).