I'm glad you are noticing little things that are improving. I am also glad that you have changed your mind and not given up on your M after all. There is definitely hope for you. Everything you are saying is looking positive!
M: 25, H: 29 T: 4 years M: 11 months Bomb (ILYBNILWY): 7/11/08 Found out about OW: 7/12/08 Seperated but living together