How can I put this? I don't know exactly when, or for how long it might last, but I'm having an easier time letting go of OW and suspicians...so just trying to contrast my sitch from an INNER POV.
CJ is spending LOTS of time on the computer these days. However I no longer feel any sense that he's "up to" anything. I don't even entertain the thought!
We have some not so great moments, I choose not to read dire meanings into them, and succeed most of the time . Things aren't exactly "sizzling", but I DO feel an inner peace about his A's. I had a "blocked number" hang up the other evening...noted it aloud and then went on fixing dinner. Nothing. If it was OW, hope she was happy to hear my voice (It's CJ's on the machine). I guess what I'm trying to say is what you already know! This is an INNER shift...
Now if I could just draw all of us a road map to get and stay here!