(( NEIL)) i am sorry you have so much pain right now. the past is so hard to look at sometimes- but it is called the PAST for a reason.
all that has occurred and we all make mistakes- if i look back i cringe too at some things ive said and done...
BUT here you are now. moving forward. moving away from the past.
all that stuff can be reduced from both your memories.
i am sorry about the car accident. i am sure that was very hard on you. i think it is good you let it out here....LET IT OUT neil. dont keep it in. thank you for sharing.
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