Reason to Believe on the Lake Erie Shore

[Neilh23]

Let's break this way down.... I'm guessing that you're on overload ?

yup.

why do you HAVE TO interact with her ? What would happen if you didn't for a few days ?

actually, i'm not going to see her until sunday now. perhaps sooner, if she would like to see the kids. and the only reason i do interact with her is because of hte kids. we say hi every nite on the phone after the other talks to them

Please fill in the blank... don't think, just answer. Even if it's to yourself.

If she leaves me I will _____________ .

survive and be happy with who i am. and share that happiness with someone else.

the thing is...i know this. what it is isthat i'm struggling to forgive myself. this is the woman i love. and i see the hell i put her through........and that's what makes this painful. that's why i feel like i failed. my kids have the chance to grow up in a broken household....

ok. i better stop.

nite