Today went pretty well. Went over and worked in the town my W lives in, mowed the yard, went to IC and BBQ for W and two girls. Even SD16 started to warm up to me before I left. First time I have talked to her in about two months. She even brought up good times from the past, go figure. W is about the same, we get along good and she thanks me a lot for stuff.
I started to detach when I woke up one morning and decided to. I am a better person then to dictate what I feel and do based upon someone else. I always plan for the future, but I have always lived pretty much in the now. Most of the time it works, sometimes it doesn't.
The C has noticed that I have been more positive over the last few weeks when I see her. Of course she also said that she needs to go back to school because I am unusual case. Maybe just a walking contradiction, but who knows.
A warrior does not give up on what he loves, he finds the love in what he does
