Hi Ali I came back to edit or delete this but unfortunately I left it too late. I do not wish to hurt you by being outspoken but I personally found my resolve to move on (from my despair and pain) was greater when some person gave me a not so gentle nudge) I know I keep saying this but it is true these are very early days for you in terms of acceptance or Dbing. You must grieve your loss of what was, of the hopes and dreams you shared for the future as a couple. So once again I say, be kind to yourself and you will just know when you have cried enough and dust yourself off and find "yourself". (((()))))
