A short while ago I took D17 to the school. On the way back I drove past W's house. I went around the corner and saw her 'friend's truck parked there.

it's 2 pm in the afternoon.

He's trying to 'hide' that he's there.

I'm being lied to.

So, what to do?

One suggestion from a friend, print the divorce forms and when I see her later ask her for the truth about this guy and tell her that I won't be married to someone who does what she is doing. Tell her I'll fill out the forms and we'll go to the court together to save money.

I told her I set boundaries, that I wouldn't go through another affair or whatever she want's to call it today. What a fool I am. I tried to stand for my marriage, fix myself, get help. And she is just not worth it.

Wow. I did not need this right now but I guess God decided I am strong enough to deal with it so I will.

So much pain. I won't go through this again.


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