I think i made progress with moving on today. Twice I have referred to my H as my ex. I've never done this before and have even sought to use different words that imply the same meaning. Today I just couldn't be bothered. I still don't want him to be my ex but in reality it is what he will become sooner rather than later.
The 'deal' that was half brokered on Friday is still waiting to be sealed. However, I've just had the offer of something even better (and that deal is definately sealed) so I'm glad the other party were slow. Thier loss!
Me 43 XH 45 M 2.7.88 Divorce 7.10.09 Kids D20,S17 & D15