Tuesday night, as I lay in bed silently praying that my wife could find the desire to want me as much as I want her, I could feel her caressing my back. It felt so nice for her to initiate touching me like this. Remember that I initiate all forms of contact with her; this is something she rarely does. It made me so horny to feel her light touches on my back but I knew I had to let her do this without it leading to sex. After several minutes of her caresses I moved my hand over to touch her leg and acknowledge her. I then fell asleep with a smile on my face. She does love me.
I hope this is the beginning of her waking up the part of herself that will desire to touch me and ML as couples are meant to.
