Well, I sent h a text asking if he fancied going for a drink after work tomorrow (Wednesday) and I got a reply this morning saying
"Hi, sorry I didn't reply, I took a day off work yesterday and I only saw your message last night. I was wondering whether Saturday was a good day for me to come to the house?"
I'm feeling pretty gutted and have gone into numb self-preservation mode I think. It's ok really, I knew it would happen but it is just a bit gutting. My angry reaction is the first part of that message is b*llocks, his phone never leaves his side! But maybe he needed to do some thinking or maybe he was spending time with ea or maybe he was just having a day off. I don't know, I'm not going to go down that route but I just feel it is all a bit feeble. His actions to me are feeble and I have to just slot into everything, I get no say. Those are my feelings about it all.
Onto solutions... I don't have any at the moment. Go swimming at lunchtime to take my frustrations out on the pool? Any comments greatly appreciated as always, I'm feeling a bit sad.
