Hi Ali, just waiting on a tradesman so thought I'd log on. The weather is just so depressing. I really have lots to do but just can't summon up my get up and go-I think it got up and went. Yes I am sorry my H did that to, but looking back I guess it seemed to be his only option. Stay in constant touch and being the nice guy whilst feeling trapped and a fraud for giving me false hope.Or disappear into the ether and start his new life whilst hoping I survived. Thus looking cruel and callous.
I also think he did honestly think I could have just been friends and waved him off with a smile to enjoy his new life. No it didn't happen as I tried to explain to him. I am fussy about my friends. I expect loyalty and honesty and love and respect from them. As I treat them the same. Liars and cheaters and selfish people don't actually become my friends. Sorry How are you today, got any plans? Had your breakfast, washed the pots-I know I sound like your mum! or did you creep back to bed and hide under the duvet? I think I might have done that had I not been expecting said person to call. Well I best at least try to acomplish something-I'll check back later.
