One thing I came to understand tonight is that I didn't appreciate what she did do. I was so mired in my own crap that I only saw what she wasn't doing, how she was hurting me, how she cheated on me.
I really didn't see the good in her, or at least let her know that I saw it, appreciated the good things she did do.
It seems like I need to clear that up and tell her that regardless of the current situation, that I appreciate all the good things she has done that I failed to recognize. I think I owe her that.
