Not a whole lot going on right now. I just got back from an overnight business trip. I did go out to dinner while I was gone, and had a few drinks. Later, at the hotel, I was kind of missing her, and sent her a text that said I wished she was there. I got no response and a little while later, I sent her another text that said, "Nevermind. I shouldn't have said that." Again I got no response. This evening I got home and sent her a text telling her I was sorry for the text last night. She replied with, "Ok, no worries."
Her OG is staying with her right now, and when he's there, she is very short with her responses. When he's gone, she converses with me quite a bit... so it's par for the course.
I've been thinking a lot about my confusion. I think a lot of it is that the advice I'm getting is to move on because she's not the type of girl that I would want to marry, but if I was already married, it would be a different story. None of these WAS's are showing signs of something you would want in a marriage. I don't have much hope, because she's pretty much engaged to someone else now, but a little piece of me still wants to fix this because I love her. She was more than just a girlfriend after 5 years of dating/living together, etc. That's longer than some here have been together. It's just not easy to move on at times, and every once in a while I miss her, although it's getting fewer and farther between.
It's just taking time.
FLoyd The grass is always GREENER over the septic tank.
