Special K...thanks for dropping by during your holidays. Lan my man....one day at a time is what I have been trying to do for a while. I am just not sure we are in piecing anymore...... My expectations are low...sleeping in my own bed with my wife...I am not even talking about sex. How low can I go. So last night I slept in D7's room. This morning I woke up chipper and my W had a big smile on her face....or maybe that was relief that I did not come on to her.....whatever. What is bothering me is that I am very very low on the list of priorities and I am beginning to think that she thinks that she is too good for me.....maybe she is..... D7 is back and in my bed as I write this. She actually came down after I came back from running a few errands to give me a hug and to wish me goodnight. Do you think my W did the same? I did tell D7 to wish mom a good night for me....boy am I pleasant! Getting back to low on the list...W booked a business supper right in front of me earlier today...went on to explain why it was important and how nice of her (homosexual) supper date to come to dine at a restaurant close to our home. There he goes again gold old negative john ................did I mention tommorow is our wedding anniversary...i wonder if she even remembers. I actually bought her a card (one of those with no writing in it). Needless to say i need some help on what to write or even if I should give it to her. Sorry I am feeling a little down and tired tonight. The "positive attitude" remedy will not cure this I am afraid. August 13th should be an interesting day.
