Sorry you are having a bad day. Somehow we always think something will change and the inevitable won't happen, but then nothing changes. And how you feel when it happens is different than how you anticipated feeling. You will get through this, and then your life will get better. You will be free to find love again. And you will find it, or it will find you. Your life will stabilize again. You will be in control again. And it will feel better.
