I have been posting in SSM~ and getting better in that aspect.

But what ROOT and RED are going thru ?

I recently have felt the same. Just a month ago I was feeling Happily Married. Like WOW~ this is how it feels to be "Happily Married"


And now my H is going thru alot of stress and his behavior mimmicks that of when he is cheating....

So I am insecure and then the viscious cycle starts.... I am trying actively to avoid this from happening.

I will be posting here also to try and get some more insight and solutions....
I know I dont feel as happy as I did in these last posts... the piecing continues.

Thanks...
~Ali