I have been posting in SSM~ and getting better in that aspect.
But what ROOT and RED are going thru ?
I recently have felt the same. Just a month ago I was feeling Happily Married. Like WOW~ this is how it feels to be "Happily Married"
And now my H is going thru alot of stress and his behavior mimmicks that of when he is cheating....
So I am insecure and then the viscious cycle starts.... I am trying actively to avoid this from happening.
I will be posting here also to try and get some more insight and solutions.... I know I dont feel as happy as I did in these last posts... the piecing continues.